I hate you as a
person from the end since the start, I love u as a memory I reminisce of in my
heart
You linger in the
shadows of my dreams night and day
You come on strong,
you don't belong, immense mental decay
When you were there I
didn't care and now you're gone it isn't fair, the feeling of a broken heart is
that of a severed limb
Obliged for another
second chance I take it granted in advance, but it never came, what a shame for
what couldn't of ever been
Love game, dance of
death, you smother me, I lose my breath
I walk away, you stay,
I dont wanna play
Soon as I let my guard
down, the deception will start, you broke my fucking heart, you tore us
apart
Never thought it'd
come to this, the beginning of the end of days, I pray you find a way out of
your self built toxic maze, you evil selfish ruthless bitch, I almost lost my
life, there's no point in arguing cus I'm wrong and you're always right
Perhaps it's just a
depressing phase, that will pass in weeks or days, buts who's to say that I may
not take it to the grave
Now I battle through
temptation, searching for self salvation, binging on intoxication of narcotic
medication
I try but cannot turn
the page, I’m so fixated on my rage, I’m gonna get you back I swear it is my
final plan
Karma will come for
me, or maybe not I guess we’ll see, I’m so spiteful I’ll lose an arm just to
see u lose a hand
You will die, an eye
for an eye, I don’t care if you beg or cry, it’s all a lie, I hate you and I
just want you gone
Where did I go wrong?
Why did this happen? I still love you and somethings telling me to walk away
I can’t go through
with this, earlier I was pissed, but maybe I should prove I’m a better person
than you
Love is a crazy drug,
I think I need a break, it was all a mistake , next time it’s given out I’ll be
sure not to take
Bio: Hi my name is
Steven P. Mendoza. I'm from Chicago Illinois. I'm 25 years old, born May 4th,
1993 (Taurus). I'm Mexican, Puerto Rican, Irish, Lithuanian and Russian. My
mother wrote poetry, my dad was a drummer, I inherited both of their gifts.
Allot of the stuff I write is dark and probably wouldn't be enjoyed by most. I
love grunge music for its deep feeling and touchy topics. I'm a recovering addict.
I also own a Furby...his name is Whore-Hay...not sure what that has to do with
anything but at least you know now. I have Borderline Personality Disorder so
if you're trying to figure me out you better quit it...or just ask, silly. I'm also really good at Chess and math. I'll challenge you. And
I like Resident Evil-AND POP! I LOVE SODA POP! Yeah, I'm retarded. Hope you
like my work.
Social Media:
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